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This is the first time that I have spoken about my alcoholism in an online format. Last night I again drank alone and feel just shameful and awful. I guess I thought I had this beat when I went a whole two weeks without drinking; the whole time, I kept having cravings that would get stronger with each passing day. The reality is that I am what some would call "a binge drinker" anyway so I was never really sober just abstaining from drinking until last night.

My hope for joining is to feel connected to addicts like me so I can talk about my alcoholism instead of hiding it from the world.