Good! Because you also have your sober voice battling it telling you the truth. You'll regret it immediately, you'll be right back to where you started and miserable. I've fallen many times to that voice and it tells me similar. 'you can have just one drink like everyone else blah blah blah' then a few days later, a couple six packs, a fifth of vodka, and hey why not throw in some wine too... every time. Have you read "Under the Influence"? I just started reading excerpts in the 'stickys' above the alcoholism forum. It helps me a bit to understand whats going on in my body concerning my cravings and why I CANT DRINK under any circumstances.
http://www.soberrecovery.com/forums/...influence.html