Originally Posted by
keepingthefaith 
It's a nice place to be -- that place of internal sanity and happiness. I'm so happy you're there today!
I've been there more often than not for some time now. When I'm not, I keep turning towards what I can do for me. It's been a lot of time outside, barefoot. Praying. Meditating (still working at this, but I've started!
) and being productive.
Anything in particular that's been working for you?
I think I've been going to more meetings and I've really had to get the focus off of HIM. That, in itself, has been difficult to do. He's at his second meeting today and I am working very hard to keep my mouth shut and let him do all the talking from now on. I still don't know if this will be enough to fix 'us', that's in God's hands. There is a HUGE part of me that just wants to move on and start a new life, but I still feel that God has called me to stay here and just keep doing what I'm doing.