I have heard that before that alcoholics "have to drink." And have to admit that it is something that I can't wrap my brain around. But, is just something I have to accept that I will never understand. It's one of those things like you just stop looking for the hidden bottles because all it accomplishes is driving me crazy. It doesn't change a thing. One thing that I liked from the article is how it said that alcoholism was both a disease and a choice. Thank you, thank you for that acknowledgement. It's a good article.