[QUOTE=It's just after 7pm. Have always had a drink by now.[/QUOTE]
Hi Needinghelp,
I hear you.... By now(your timezone) I would just be waking up from my morning session. Feel like crap, but went straight to the liquor store to keep it going.
Then waking early Sunday, feeling worse than before, and counting the hours until the store opened at 12. Even have the gall of being upset with myself for not buying enough the day before...
Meanwhile I did, but drank it all. Crazy how the mind can work.
Today will be my first Sat of not doing that in a very long time.
But its Saturday so I guess I am going to club AA or hang around here with the SR crew. As long as we and me don't drink!!!!
Sorry had to let that out because that is my demon today.