Didn't finish reading yet. LUNA DON'T MARRY HIM. Your story is my story and a million other women like us. I thought my husband was my soul mate. I never loved.like that.
And he abused me throughout my pregnancy. Should have been the best time of our lives, right? First and only baby. Accepting that an alcoholic man and abusive man are two separate problems within the same man was excruciating. But you cannot blame the abuse on the alcohol. He hurts you to control you or make you feel so bad that you won't leave....whatever reason he does it.led you here. It probably won't get better. I have no reason to hurt you by posting this. I've just been there and wouldn't wish this on anyone.