Wow. So I had a very vivid dream about going on a bender last night and was regretting the decision in the dream. I was relived when I woke up, first thought was that was a dream I'm good.
The main reason for this post is that I'm noticing familiar thoughts of romanticizing drinking. There are a few significant milestones coming up today and over the next week. All positive but Ive noticed even positive experiences can still be intense and cause emotional spikes with me.
One of which is 90 days of sobriety tomorrow! That on itself is huge but I'm also finishing physical therapy school. And the congratulatory buy you a drink offers are already coming in.
Long story long my AV has been turned up lately and I'm feeling worn down. Leaning on my SR community for some acute support.
