Hi Banana Cake - I think it would be great to be 'quit buddies'
Thanks Dee - you're right 'my old life did circle me' - I commute to work and normallly travel to and from daily. I have stayed in a motel close to work from time to time (and always had the chance to drink). As I worked three days in a row - I stayed at 'the motel' last night. I did ring my husband first thing and 'confess' and my children - my daughter is devastated. But I won't be staying at 'the motel' again.