There is nothing more lonely than being surrounded by a room full of people and feeling all alone.
So maybe you are continuing you journey of discovering what doesn't work for you today ~ maybe this is a lesson to reveal something you need in your life ~ the ability to have a healthy person to be able to communicate with on a sane level.
It may not be this guy ~ maybe he is just a tool your HP used to let you know there is a life out there for you if you want it, if & when you are ready and that you will be perfectly ok when the time is ready. . .
Maybe this is just another step in the process of helping you decide
"Hey Liz, what do you want to do with this life you have to live?"
Just throwing something out there to think about - take what you like & leave the rest . . .
pink hugs,