hi chad
I too used to smoke pot everyday all day long, among other things, I know its hard but maybe, and I'm 2 months free now, I still have some fear but smoking pot wont take the fear away, the only thing that has taken that fear away is the faith in that things would get better if i dont use, that I cant control everything and everybody. cuz I used to smoke because for me life was senseless it didnt make any sense to live without smoking, I was frustrated, angry and sad about the way life was going if things didnt go the way I wanted them to go I would just run away from it, run to the place where I liked the most, out of here and now. so I smoked, but I gotta say that things are not the way my mind thought they were. there is so much going on on life that I'm actually glad I'm not smoking now, I'm not living a lie.
chad if its too hard for you to quit for life, QUIT JUST FOR TODAY.