Was about to start typing scary story but Scott put it best: nthg stopped me even when I knew the bad consequences! 8hrs in a cold holdin cell on 2nd charge of dwi should have woken me up but it didnt. Gettin locked up became such a norm it didnt phase me until 2 summers ago I stopped digging, went into aa & began getting my sanity back.
Save yourself the pain & agony by seeking help