Chic - You are loved here. We share your pain & frustration.
I'm glad you posted, I hope it helps relieve your anxiety and stress a little.
I lost my much loved first husband to alcohol many years ago - my son's father. Then I ended up being brought to my knees by my own alcoholism. You would think I'd never have fallen victim to it after seeing what it did to my family! That just proves how bewildering it all is. Sharing here with all of you has meant the world to me & saved my life. I'm so happy we can hold each other up and talk about what's in our hearts.