keepingthefaith,
I do have compassion for him, that is for sure. I understand it is a disease. and I do hate it, with my being.
He will not admit to having a problem. He says I have the problem, since my parents were alcoholics, and that is why I fear alcohol and see his drinking as bad.
I keep hoping God will take care of this. And I feel that it is all up to me, to help my son. he has burned all bridges.