Honestly, Liz---your head is so chock-full of him--there literally is no room, at all, left for for YOU!
His head is completely filled with HIM (narcissistic). Your head is completely filled with HIM.
Neither head has any space for YOU. Two heads for him--none for you. That means that two people are living for him. Just how fair does that seem?????
This is just what I "see" when I look at your situation form my vantage point.......
dandylion