luisalehz

So, tomorrow is the big day. Last night was absolute heck. All day today I couldn't help but believe that I'm going to find out the absolute worse about myself. All the symptoms that have been troubling me to come back today asI will lose I worry over what the doctor will tell me, or how long it will take for any results come back. Angry at myself for putting myself knowingly into this torture. It seems like everywhere I go I get some sort of a reminder of what I've done and how bad it could be and what I will loseI will lose. my significant other is with me tonight, but he does not know. At least I can take comfort in his presence. But I don't think I've ever been this scared in all my life. Is anyone out there could just tell me you can relate and that you were okay it might help me get through the night.