And I should add that I need to go back to meetings. I really do. It's just been a low priority -- see, there the codie goes again -- since we moved because it's been challenging enough to get the kids adapted to their new surroundings, blending a family is like working in a salt mine (figuratively speaking), some physical medical problems, and then starting a new job with a steep learning curve and high performance demands... I simply have put meetings on the back burner. To the point where my sponsor hasn't contacted me for several months because she got tired of my excuses and told me to contact her when I'm ready to go back to working through the steps again from where we left off...