Thanks everyone your answers have been a Godsend. I googled al anon and there is a meeting a 5 minute walk from my house?! My ah didn't go drink he took my son to the park and they went to feed the ducks (I was sick with worry though) I would like peace about this. I also went to an aa meeting tonight (I am alcoholic$ and a woman stood up and told my story and it was along I felt so touched by God and his Grace and feel hopeful. I felt so incredibly sad and beat when I wrote earlier today. I don't want to forget that feeling else I won't change and go to al anon. I am sore the miracle I found in aa is in al anon too
you all spins so wise and together! Cath x