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Old 04-18-2014, 11:32 PM
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Cathy31
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My Rock bottom?!

Jonathan and I also just had a big fight. Since we met the has at most put together 30 days sobriety. He has half heartedly tried the program over the past 6 years. His mom my parents etc all think he is sober, so do some of our friends in aa but close friends know the truth.

Covering up for him, being betrayed time and time again by his broken promises to stop and work the program have severely taken their toll on me and the last incident I just felt ready to yell his mom dad etc do an intervention.

Anyway he promised to stop last Sunday and has so far, but this morning was just back to the same dry drunk behaviour (lazy self indulgent not looking after kids or doing his bit) so I ended up telling my mom in front of Jonathan that my severe stress levels were as a result of him and that he had Never stopped drinking and drugging.

So now my mom is in shock and Jonathan has gone out with our son to play mini golf and I am scared that he is going to go get drunk and die!

Thanks for listening.

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