And yes lillamy I have thought of running. I have reached out to friend sin other parts of the country and said maybe I will show up w the girls as they've offered before and I even at this moment want to rouse my kids from sleep and get in my car and go far away. Maybe then the opera that be would take this more urgently and seriously. Abiding by the rules and waiting for justice is unbearable and it's been a year and things are just getting worse.
But intellectually I know I would screw myself to do anything rash and I won't.