Originally Posted by
Mrrryah1 
I know but I also don't think treatment is the answer. I'm more of an AA believer and lots of low bottom drunks sobered up without treatment and maintained jobs
I'm sure there's an AA meeting you could find this afternoon or evening. What a better way to spend an hour than with others who are facing exactly the same issues you are? Especially if you are alone for the day, give it a go.