I feel the same way. We have been apart almost two months and while it has gotten easier to be without him I still cannot go a day without missing him. The logical side knows that I am so much better off and that I deserve to be treated better. I am hoping that it's just loneliness that is making me miss him so I'm trying to keep myself busy. I started volunteering with MADD and spending a lot more time with my friends. You are definitely not alone.