trish, i too have wondered how you were doing
though in my heart i knew
the self-pity doesn't fly with me as you know
and how timely on your part
as tomorrow is the 8 year anniversary of my trishes death!
do nothing, or do!
many worse then you have made it, and you can too
so shut up, and follow the directions if you want it
your not any hi bottom case here, and i might get reamed for saying all this
your a real addict!
real addicts need real ass kick'n!
i've always rooted for you, though this isn't about my wants
find a recovery program that works for you,
and work it as hard as you worked this mess you made!