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Old 03-11-2014, 04:13 PM
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Praying
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Can I just say...this is such a helpful place for me. You all have such helpful things to say. I was really in a dark place a couple of days ago. Life hasn't changed, but I know I'm not alone...and there are plenty of other people out there making it through the same stuff. I feel much better.

Thanks for continuing to support me.

Today I said...I am NOT standing still.
I HAVE come a long way.
Yes, things still stink. But it's "new" stink, even if it's due to the denial/fog lifting. I HAVE progressed. I need to be patient.

I need to forgive myself.

I just tire of finding new things I need to forgive myself for.

Kind of like at dinner when you swear you've eaten your vegetables, and your mom points out all the brussel sprouts that fell off your plate. Darn it. Those are mine too. Wait, the whole table is littered with my brussel sprouts. And they totally make me nauseated.

Hand me another fork, I guess.
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