Thank you, everyone.
Good suggestions, great ones too!
I can't seem to get both feet off the merry-go-round, and when I do, and faill and hurt myself, I'll lay on the concreate for a bit, while crowds of indifferent or cruel people walk over me, then pick myself back up, dust myself off, and run as fast as I can to jump back on that merry-go-round.
...and over...and over...and over...and over...and over...and over...and over...and over
So do I just die to get off and stay off? Or is there another way?
Kjell