Thanks. You're right. I'm rocked again...questioning my world, my sanity, everything. I can feel that, and it's a direct result of everything going on. I do need to cut myself some slack and really recognize how far I've come. I want to be super "healed". But a year ago I wasn't quite divorced and I was barely getting me and the kids out of a very bad place...the entire time questioning if I was doing the right thing. Well by now, that question is answered, and we are safe. Maybe that's enough for year 1. Lol.