I just cant seem to get through its just TOO strong of a temptation and desire for me no matter how busy I keep myself or how much I try to avert my mind it always comes to me and im not sure how much longer I can take this without giving in! Heck it makes me feel is it all worthit? Why am I putting myself through this? Just have a beer and be done with it. Im not sure I can do it, not sure I even wanna now!