Originally Posted by
Thepatman 
The recovery needs to be about you my friend. Having the Ultimatum above your head is not a good thing I think. Creating stress.
Do You want sobriety or doing it for the said boyfriend ?
Sorry this is a straight question, no judgement in it.
Well done on your sobriety.
I know I shouldn't drink. I don't want to but I do at the same freaking time. It makes no sense to me. Really bad things have happened and there are days where Im happy Im not drinking and excited on how far I have come but then there days like today where I'm like this isn't fair. What is wrong with me? I guess I need to stop whining and just give it up...it just feels like a lot right now...