Raising my hand, I was the slip Queen too, at one point, I thought I was working on a Guinness book of records, that's how nuts it was. Too many years WASTED, decades.
Not today 2B, I gave up the fight.
It's taken more than enough from me. Not anymore. You can give up the fight too
Pinpoint? Guess, I was so damn tired of self loathing myself. A huge shift has happened with me, I wish I could explain it to you.
Are you working on changes? I know you're putting a big effort into AA, bonus for you. That's half the battle using a program.
You're doing great, talking things out.