You are right, it is senseless. I can understand the anger, and the closure. It is so sad that some people never ever realize that alcoholism is a life threatening disease. So many times they never realize it or when they do it's too late.
You did not cause it, and you are right, there is nothing you could have done.
I send you big hugs and hope you contine to move forward and have closure.
God Bless!
Originally Posted by
ZiggyB 
Thanks for all the well wishes everyone.
I am definitely sad today and I am noticing some lingering anger too. Strangely enough I am feeling some sense of closure as I see his life was not destined to get any better and nothing I could have done would have made him stop drinking. I hope I can find an appropriate way to say good-bye. The monster of alcoholism is such a senseless beast.
