Better today
I guess I just needed to bitch and moan yesterday. I feel better and started seeing a new thearpist today and will try some meetings in this area. I live in a small town and have been really isolated. I don't know about you all, but too much time to think is not good for me because I get all worked up and consumed by stuff I can't control anyway. Besides no matter what, one thing no one can take away is my clean time!!