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Katchie I don't want to say awesome, but thank you so much for your explanation. I've wanted to figure out my A while knowing I really can't get it, but I still just want to know to the best of my ability. This at least lets me know what im up against still knowing I won't understand what my A really struggles with. What I do get is that I can't do a darn thing about it. Here lately I can feel myself letting it go. Im not sure how comfortable I am with that feeling, but it's there whether I like it or not.
Katchie - there is a lot of peace in letting it go. I am trying to get to that point.
My crazy FBI brain (family bureau of investigation) keeps telling me to check up on him. But that's all pointless. Whether RAH is at a meeting, not at a meeting, drinking, not drinking does not matter. It does not matter because no matter what he is doing, he will be plagued by addict thinking for a long time. I need to recognize that, accept that, and decide how to live with that.
For now, I am content living with that. I will keep working on my codie brain.
Thanks NYCDoglvr for enlightening me.