Originally Posted by Ixi

I don't think I've reached acceptance yet. It still doesn't feel real. I said an extra long goodbye to his cat last night and gave a long final look at his place thinking about all the memories we've made there over the last two years. But truly, I'm still in denial. Tomorrow they'll come out with the pill to cure alcoholism and we'll stay together. Or we'll work through this like we've worked through the last two relapses.

I don't know. I'm just not there yet. I don't think I even want to be there yet, because then the floodgates will open.