Its not always possible to pin down exact reasons why feelings arise and subside, for me anyways. Some things after quitting are just best felt and to be mindful of but otherwise just experience their flowing on through - like a choppy river or like a windy gust. For me it was several years before my deeper feelings become better sorted and recognised as just what they were respectively. As my empowerment with sober living gained traction I deepened as a personality and soon enough found myself dealing successfully well with all kinds of feelings that while drinking had really messed me up. Good to hear your okay with your feelings, Davey. I'm sure you'll weather it out. If something does snag your attention, you have plenty of people to share it with, goes without saying.
