Alcohol is only a temporary solace my friend.
It becomes a double edge sword that takes more than it gives you.
Do whatever you can to stop the madness. Get help if you can and want to.
I know cause I was in the same boat you're in now. Days begin to run into each other and there doesn't seem to be a way out.
Today is 200 days since I've had a drink. You can do that as well.
You are here chatting with us,that's a start.