Originally Posted by
Sydney1988 
I think the worst part is that I know I'm going to wake up in the morning and do the same thing. Perhaps even worse is that I know a drink is going to male me feel better.
The thing I found was - once I knew I had a problem, I could never 'unknow' it and relax and enjoy booze again. Keep reading SR - I literally clung to the forum that much at the start that I must have been posting more often than the mods
We are all here for you pal - hang in there, yeah?