Dealing with the sting of rejection tonight. My new sort of boyfriend didn't like something I did the last time he saw me and instead of telling me he has been selectively ignoring my text messages for the past couple of days. I felt like something was wrong but I wasn't sure. Tonight, after asking him directly he finally told me that he doesn't know if he wants to see me again because of whatever it was that I did. I feel hurt and angry. I don't know why he didn't say something in the moment but instead pretended that everything was okay. He didn't let me know what was going on with him or give us an opportunity to discuss it and work things out. I don't really know what I did, there are a bunch of things it could be or it could be all of them. I feel yucky. Writing about it here to try and feel better instead of drinking.
