Back again...
And on hour 38 and counting. I was able to sleep for about an hour after a rough day at work. As i type this I work in 8 hours, and know that sleep can not be attempted for at least 3 more. If I can get at least 3 hours, Ill consider that a bonus.
Hour 48 comes at 8am. That will be a huge milestone for me, especially considering the 3-4 day bender that I just came off of. I have a doctor appointment at 8:30 with my new doctor, to meet with me about an approach to my anxiety and panic, and hopefully help me to get some sleep. Then back to work I will go, to suffer through the remaining 8 hours of my shift.
One additional bonus, I was able to eat a full meal tonight, for the first time since Tuesday.
I will get through this. I will never go through this again.
Thanks for listening, as always!