I've just back from running some errands.
I've re-red my previous post now and wonder - why the GT's post hit such a raw nerve on me? Where's AV and where's me in this rant?
I've been shopping for groceries and I ended up without any sugar, any salty snack, any bread...But I don't feel no sense of proud for myself whatsoever, because I did buy some nuts and raisins. I feel like I am going nuts and raisins myself about all this...Like everything I accomplish - it is due to excellence of AVRT. Everything I fail to accomplish - it's pure my fault and my AV is already rubbing its hands: "See, I told you - you can't do this". It reminds me about so many old pattern ingrained in my thinking that I feel sick.
Anyway, off to the gym to give some killing workout to my legs.
P.S. Funny, I've just read the article by Steven Hawking which says something like "There's no "black" in black holes, and they are actually "grey". Lordy, lordy, even the black holes are questioned to be black after all...Never mind)