Thanks gang. I have gotten few migraines last few days as well GypsyHeart.
"I found the ups and downs easier to handle when I thought of them as a natural effect of mind and body healing, rather than me going bonkers...."
I am doing that exact thing right now. Trying to look at these crazy emotions both physical and mental and know that they are for a reason. It is good to know that such a horrible feeling leads to an amazing life of sobriety.
BUT WOW....I am still a bit of a mess today. Up all night and still not tired. Empty, hollow, gloomy...but it will surpass and I will survive.