jdooner

I am curious how far into recovery were you when you made your big plan? Or did the recovery in your view start with the big plan?

Have any of you 12 stepped and then made a Big Plan. I tend to find it paradoxical to do RR or AA 100%. But I find things about both programs that I like and some I do not. I really like the forever nature and choosing to never drink again as part of RR. That said, I don't relate to the beast - in fact, I see addictive voice as more or a false protector - trying to help me but realizing now its a mirage, just like my mind would hallucinate a stream of I was dying of thirst.

Anyhow, I am trying to straddle or take what I like form both programs and I am just curious about others who have had a similar positive or negative experience with this.

Thanks