Originally Posted by
lizatola 
So, what you guys are saying is; cut myself some slack? Maybe I just don't love myself enough at this point? I'm just feeling very down right now and frustrated with everything. Picking apart all my friendships, analyzing my own shortcomings to the point that I cry, etc. sometimes I just hate who I am, and some days I'm at peace with it. Today is not a peaceful day.
Not like I am anyone to say things in this regard . . .
I have been in (out for a while) and back in with a passion . . . all across 4 years.
Without doing the Steps Work . . .
BUT. Are you working the Program? I mean really working it?
Sponsor, Steps, Meetings. Readings. ALL THAT and a Bag of Chips.
Like they say at the closing -- It Works If You Work It.
But that is a mighty big IF -- probably should be:
It Works
IF You Work It.
At least that is how things have been for me.
Now that I am getting serious, things seem much better for me.
Dunno about My Little A. Her side is Her problem.