Feeling down, I miss being numb sometimes
I know I can't drink safely and that alcohol is NOT a good solution. But I miss not feeling sometimes. I feel like I have an emotional hangover but there's no "reason". I saw my therapist today and she said "these could just be residual feelings of lonliness from childhood" I'm 34 though! lol And believe me, I did have a LOT of stuff coming up when getting sober but after almost 14 months it scares me that I feel REALLY low. Just sad. And like I will be alone forever. UGH. I have been so actively involved in AA and my recovery since getting sober. Which was what I needed. And now I just want to have more of other parts of life in my life. I guess I am just stomping my feet...Can anyone relate to this?