Hi Dom - I'm sorry you're struggling and that things are a bit of a mess right now, but I'm glad you're back with us.
I wasn't who I wanted to be when I was drinking.
I did a lot of things I'm ashamed of and a lot of things I still don't remember.
No matter - I have to take responsibility for those things, I really let myself and others down - not once but time and time again....
One of the gifts of recovery for me is never having to deal with that stuff again. I like who I am sober
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