Originally Posted by
Stung 
I know what I need to do. I need to stop this insanity now.
just my humble opinion.
You need to sit down and chill the _____ out.
Like I say, just my humble.
Look at Steps 1 and 2.
1. It is Unmanageable by You. Get that, accept that. It is the basis of Step 1.
If still think YOU Can manage it, you are due some more suffering.
2. You can be returned to Sanity.
Go look up the Steps and read them. They are not idle words.
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As the wiser Alanannies tell me -- Don't just do something. Sit still.
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