Originally Posted by EmmyG

Thanks so much, you're all right! How long can you hold out hope that someone is going to change? It becomes silly after awhile. Especially when kids are involved. I work for a law firm, I'm going to get a referral to a family law attorney on Monday and make an appointment. It won't hurt to speak to one. I've also emailed the therapist who we were seeing for awhile because I really liked her and she said if I ever wanted to come see her by myself, to call. She probably knew I wasn't ready then. I feel scared, but I also feel negligent for being here, when it comes to my boys. It's not fair to them and they need me to be mature and stop going back and forth and living in delusion.