I clicked with the fourth meeting I tried. And I stuck with that one but kept trying others. I now have one home group and two other meetings that I try to go to when I can (probably my 7th and 9th meetings that I tried). Definitely keep trying meetings if you want to, why not. As for a sponsor it really works differently in different places. I kept asking people how they got their sponsor and it was a good icebreaker after meetings and helped me get a sense of how to find mine. I hope you find a meeting that feels good to you. It has been life changing for me.