Blue
Have not been here for a few !! been really busy with job and been really tired lately. To the point I am really " BLUE " today, son is in bed, husband went hunting, I am living pay check to pay check, having trouble paying my own bills I have, feel sick to my stomach I could cry. I have tried to get a loan to bring my bills together can not get one due to things in my past. today is the first I have wanted to drink in a very long time ...