I can't stop thinking about how I'm going to be broke, living on the streets, and panhandling in 2 years while AH is out living the dream life with all his inheritance money and job income, etc.
hooboy...first thing.....quit comparing out. what you FEAR might happen for YOU and what you THINK might happen for him. money ain't everything. it sure as heck doesn't guarantee happiness, contentment, or joy. from everything you have shared about your H's personality, I don't see him living a "dream life" ever. at least not what I would consider a dream life.
now you.....you CAN live a dream life. you live a free unfettered no regrets captain of your own ship life. you are far too smart and savvy to end up in a cardboard box dear. I mean, really. you get a job, you take care of your boy, I should imagine there might be spousal maintenance and most certainly child support. you will be fine. you will make do. you will get creative. and you will color your new world.