Awe Liz...I am so sorry. What a terrible thing to have to go through. Huge hugs to you. I can totally understand why that would give you major and huge anxiety. My thoughts, hugs, and prayers are for you. We are here for you!
I am sorry to hear CR did not work for you, but very glad you have found an Alanon group you click with, that is what really counts. Not the program you work, but if it works for you and if you click with the people who are ultimately your support system.
Keep posting, we are with you my dear!
Originally Posted by
lizatola 
And, Hopeful, I have tried Celebrate Recovery but their meetings are 3 hours long here and there isn't a location that doesn't take me a half hour to drive to. It was too much time out of my night and I found just as much wonderful support in Al Anon and have met some wonderful supportive Christian women in the rooms of Al Anon whom I consider trusted confidantes(did I spell that right, LOL?)