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Old 12-04-2013, 01:02 PM
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suncatcher
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Having one of those days

I am wanting to go over and see XAB but trying to stay strong. I made it through yesterday not going to see him. Instead I went to an al-anon meeting and have been reading and responding to posts on SR. I am now listening to music and trying to stay busy. I know in the past I would have called him by now and initiated the contact. Patting myself on the back for not initiating contact this time. Mixed feelings of wishing he would call and being relieved he hasn't called. I just read the new contact =new pain and am trying hard to keep that in mind.
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